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  <title>Primal Innocence</title>
  <subtitle>( tell me where to go )</subtitle>
  <author>
    <name>Shinn Asuka</name>
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  <updated>2008-07-25T23:45:19Z</updated>
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    <title>... and now for something completely different.</title>
    <published>2008-07-25T23:45:19Z</published>
    <updated>2008-07-25T23:45:19Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;img src="http://i35.tinypic.com/2nqejxu.gif"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ilu Gundam Fighter</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shinnanigans:27306</id>
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    <title>shinnanigans @ 2008-06-14T23:50:00</title>
    <published>2008-06-15T05:50:33Z</published>
    <updated>2008-06-15T05:50:33Z</updated>
    <content type="html">FROM SOME INTERVIEW WITH THE DIRECTOR&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Basically it said that Shinn represents the irrational youth of today, and that younger audiences could not appreciate him because he was a reflection of ourselves.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;HA HA HA.</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shinnanigans:24764</id>
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    <title>shinnanigans @ 2008-04-28T22:44:00</title>
    <published>2008-04-29T02:50:47Z</published>
    <updated>2008-04-29T02:50:47Z</updated>
    <content type="html">Lazy pimping here for &lt;b&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.da-anime.org/index.php?option=com_content&amp;amp;task=view&amp;amp;id=664&amp;amp;Itemid=29"&gt;Gundam SEED CE 73: Stargazer&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It's three twenty-minute segements and it's &lt;i&gt;amazing&lt;/i&gt;. Like, lots of people hate SEED and Destiny. &lt;i&gt;Everyone loves Stargazer&lt;/i&gt;. It also has nothing to do with the plot of other series; all you need to know is "people in space hate people on the Earth," which is, btw, the plot of every Gundam series ever basically. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I recommend it to &lt;i&gt;everyone&lt;/i&gt;, but especially to people who are fans of other Gundam series who haven't watched SEED.</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shinnanigans:24341</id>
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    <title>shinnanigans @ 2008-04-23T01:21:00</title>
    <published>2008-04-23T05:28:27Z</published>
    <updated>2008-04-23T05:37:55Z</updated>
    <content type="html">Someone remind me to take this down sometime soon.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;font size="5"&gt;&lt;b&gt;UBER-SUPER GUNDAM POST&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Yes, my friends, Gundam is available on the intarwebs for direct downloading at a da-anime.org near you. So links (in no particular order):&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;- &lt;a href="http://www.da-anime.org/index.php?option=com_content&amp;amp;task=view&amp;amp;id=888&amp;amp;Itemid=29"&gt;Gundam SEED&lt;/a&gt; (LOL DNA TESTING)&lt;br /&gt;- &lt;a href="http://www.da-anime.org/index.php?option=com_content&amp;amp;task=view&amp;amp;id=1205&amp;amp;Itemid=29"&gt;Gundam SEED Destiny&lt;/a&gt; (LOL SPACE COMMUNISM)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;- &lt;a href="http://www.da-anime.org/index.php?option=com_content&amp;amp;task=view&amp;amp;id=311&amp;amp;Itemid=29"&gt;Turn-A Gundam&lt;/a&gt; (LOL THE MAIN CHARACTER IS A CROSSDRESSER)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;- &lt;a href="http://www.da-anime.org/index.php?option=com_content&amp;amp;task=view&amp;amp;id=2726&amp;amp;Itemid=29"&gt;Gundam 00&lt;/a&gt; (LOL WE ARE CELESTIAL BEING)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;- &lt;a href="http://www.da-anime.org/index.php?option=com_content&amp;amp;task=view&amp;amp;id=653&amp;amp;Itemid=29"&gt;Mobile Suit Gundam&lt;/a&gt; (CHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAR)&lt;br /&gt;- &lt;a href="http://www.da-anime.org/index.php?option=com_content&amp;amp;task=view&amp;amp;id=941&amp;amp;Itemid=29"&gt;Zeta Gundam&lt;/a&gt; (FOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOUR)&lt;br /&gt;- &lt;a href="http://www.da-anime.org/index.php?option=com_content&amp;amp;task=view&amp;amp;id=861&amp;amp;Itemid=29"&gt;ZZ Gundam&lt;/a&gt; (FUCKING KIDS)&lt;br /&gt;- &lt;a href="http://www.da-anime.org/index.php?option=com_content&amp;amp;task=view&amp;amp;id=864&amp;amp;Itemid=29"&gt;08th MS Team&lt;/a&gt; (as per Azuma's request)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;- &lt;a href="http://www.da-anime.org/index.php?option=com_content&amp;amp;task=view&amp;amp;id=1148&amp;amp;Itemid=29"&gt;Gundam Wing&lt;/a&gt; (LOL 00 V. 1.0)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;- &lt;a href="http://www.da-anime.org/index.php?option=com_content&amp;amp;task=view&amp;amp;id=1186&amp;amp;Itemid=29"&gt;G-Gundam&lt;/a&gt; (... ... ... lol)</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shinnanigans:24082</id>
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    <title>CFUD General Gundam Cast-Chan</title>
    <published>2008-03-05T01:51:30Z</published>
    <updated>2008-03-05T01:51:30Z</updated>
    <content type="html">To limit my screeching about robots in chan (at least a little) -- hybrid sorta-cast-chan!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;font size="5"&gt;&lt;b&gt;#gundam@lunarnet&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Channel is totes open to all. &lt;font size="1"&gt;QUATRE, YOU HAVE OPS.&lt;/font&gt;</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shinnanigans:24003</id>
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    <title>shinnanigans @ 2008-01-04T15:48:00</title>
    <published>2008-01-04T22:50:19Z</published>
    <updated>2008-01-04T22:50:19Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;a href="http://i6.tinypic.com/6nsavqw.jpg"&gt;Pinstripe suit jacket + yellow t-shirt + shorts + tennis shoes = totally appropriate beachwear.&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;And I think Kira shoved his scarf down his pants.&lt;/font&gt;</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shinnanigans:23659</id>
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    <title>Christmas Gifts.</title>
    <published>2007-12-25T06:20:47Z</published>
    <updated>2007-12-25T06:22:33Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;a href="http://euphiemisms.livejournal.com/14634.html"&gt;Check Euphie's journal for a superior version of this.&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Easy boys first, then Shinn, then the girls.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Tamaki:&lt;/b&gt; Is easy. &amp;hearts; If you have ever spoken to Tamaki ever, you’ve received a big old basket of deep red poinsettia. If you’re a girl or introduced yourself, you also have an invitation for an all-expenses paid trip to a summer villa in Madagascar. &amp;hearts;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Ben:&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;… has systematically gone through camp’s computers and deleted the Star Wars Holiday Special for Life Day. &amp;hearts; Jaina, however, gets a big box of chocolates and a complete DVD set of &lt;i&gt;MacGyver&lt;/i&gt; with a note: &lt;i&gt;You’re probably better at that stuff than the holodrama character, but still, you might like watching it.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Shinn:&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;- Anemone: Ridiculously pretty/warm cashmere sweater in pink.&lt;br /&gt;- Bart: Katamari Damacy! 8D&lt;br /&gt;- Chisame: Ridiculously pretty/warm cashmere sweater in pale blue.&lt;br /&gt;- Chizuru: Ridiculously pretty/warm cashmere sweater in red.&lt;br /&gt;- Ema: &lt;a href="http://jezebel.com/assets/resources/2007/11/SHARPERIMAGEpanda112007.jpg"&gt;omg robopanda&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;- George: &lt;a href="http://www.solutions.com/jump.jsp?itemID=12007&amp;amp;itemType=PRODUCT&amp;amp;path=1%2C3%2C474&amp;amp;iProductID=12007"&gt;PAJAMA WARMER!!!&lt;/a&gt; &lt;br /&gt;- Juri: Two child lo-jackers/GPS trackers for her student council.&lt;br /&gt;- Kio: &lt;a href="http://gizmodo.com/336987/beer-opening-and-pouring-robot-is-the-pinnacle-of-human-achievement"&gt;Beer opening and pouring robot&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;- Kira: A giant rubber-band ball. Except replace “rubber band” with “belts” and “giant” with “REALLY REALLY REALLY BIG.”&lt;br /&gt;- Kira (Sakuya): Pop-up hot dog cooker&amp;lt;/a&amp;gt; &lt;font size="1"&gt;which is surprisingly not making implications about your sexuality. :&amp;lt; &lt;/font&gt;&lt;br /&gt;- Lu Xun: FREAKING SWEET SOLAR POWERED LIGHT JARS. Oh my god, you get, like, twenty of these, this shit is so cool. CE loev solar power.&lt;br /&gt;- Maya: &lt;a href="http://www.solutions.com/jump.jsp?itemID=12007&amp;amp;itemType=PRODUCT&amp;amp;path=1%2C3%2C474&amp;amp;iProductID=12007"&gt;Pajama warmer!!!&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;- Megumi: Ridiculously pretty/warm cashmere sweater in dark blue.&lt;br /&gt;- Mikuru: COMFORTABLE FLANNEL PAJAMAS THAT DON’T REVEAL ANYTHING.&lt;br /&gt;- Mitsuru: Ridiculously pretty/warm cashmere sweater in white.&lt;br /&gt;- Oscar: &lt;a href="http://jezebel.com/assets/resources/2007/12/uncommonCLOCKY.jpg"&gt;Oh my god it’s a runaway clock&lt;/a&gt; this is so cute/annoying/techie.&lt;br /&gt;- Rey: Shinn found an academy photo and got a good frame and it is sitting anonymously on Rey’s bed. Also, more hedonistically, OMG QUILTED, DOWN-STUFFED WHITE FUZZY BOOTS &lt;font size="1"&gt;hey rey we can totally wear these as part of the uniform right.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br /&gt;- Rosette – a red mug with a clock on it&amp;lt;/a&amp;gt; (geez, it’s gotta be better than a pocketwatch, right?) and a freaking sweet marshmallow shooter.&lt;br /&gt;- Yzak: HAPPY CHESS SET IN NEON COLORS.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;And if Shinn has met you and you are on reasonable terms, you get an &lt;a href="http://www.thinkgeek.com/geektoys/japanfan/9de7?cpg=cj"&gt;de-static-er&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Euphie:&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;- Aang: A huge book of paper airplanes and sturdy paper-airplane-building paper.&lt;br /&gt;- Axel: A pair of earmuffs in an honestly unfortunate shade of orange, but we’ve gotta get color into that outfit somehow, dude.&lt;br /&gt;- CC: Small fancy stationary collection!&lt;br /&gt;- Cornelia: Uho, ordered in a pair of ice skates, and a flowerless window-planter. Resting on top of the soil in the box is a small seed collection of flowers that used to grow in a certain someone’s garden.&lt;br /&gt;- Lelouch – &lt;a href="http://jezebel.com/assets/resources/2007/12/SKYMALLpottedplant121707.jpg"&gt;redecorative kitty litter box&lt;/a&gt;, a small collection of Kamen Rider figurines, and a box of cloths meant for wiping glasses except that these… are decidedly oversized.&lt;br /&gt;- Light: One helluva fancy pen.&lt;br /&gt;- Milly: An elaborate leather dayplanner/folio thing.&lt;br /&gt;- Mytho: A small music box that plays a ballet that exists, somehow, only in Geass’s wild AU-verse.&lt;br /&gt;- Suzaku: &lt;a href="http://jezebel.com/assets/resources/2007/12/forstersmithcatinfish120407.jpg"&gt;AMAZING CAT THING&lt;/a&gt; and a 1/35 scale Lancelot model to put together and a fancy sword-holdin’ swashbucklin’ belt.&lt;br /&gt;- Zuko: Two maps – one of CFUD’s Earth, and one of Britannia’s Earth… and a fire extinguisher.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Meer:&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;- Al: A big collection of scented oils in not-too-ridiculous smells and a box full of colorful polishing cloths meant for musical instruments. &lt;br /&gt;- Ari: A giant jawbreaker and a set of kiddie lo-jackers/GPS people-trackers (note: &lt;i&gt;To be used as you see fit&lt;/i&gt;).&lt;br /&gt;- Chisame: A new sewing machine.&lt;br /&gt;- Chizuru: A CHOCOLATE FOUNTAIN, two baskets of strawberries, and a note that says &lt;i&gt;For food&lt;/i&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;- Ed: A smaller polishing cloth and a bottle of oil (bonus tag: &lt;i&gt;use appropriately&lt;/i&gt;).&lt;br /&gt;- Itachi: A big, big, big book of cookie recipes.&lt;br /&gt;- Kira: A (clothed! Clothed!) blow-up doll with the note &lt;i&gt;for emergency hugs&lt;/i&gt; attached.&lt;br /&gt;- Lacus: A treasure map to the place where all of camp’s Haros hibernate during the winter.&lt;br /&gt;- Rey: A fuuuuuuzzy wuzzy white rabbit with purple ribbons tied around its ears. It’s sooooo fuzzyyyyy.&lt;br /&gt;- Russel: A big old bunch of Russel’s flowers trimmed and arranged in a big ribboned vase, and a big collection of seeds for kitchen herbs and hothouse flowers.&lt;br /&gt;- Uryuu: A big bundle of white alpaca yarn and a pair of lacquered knitting needles.&lt;br /&gt;- Yuusuke: A PC Mortal Kombat emulator.&lt;br /&gt;- Yzak: &lt;a href="http://jezebel.com/assets/resources/2007/12/SKYMALLsharkrobot121607.jpg"&gt;Remote-controlled robo-shark&lt;/a&gt;!!!</content>
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    <title>o hay cagalli i found ur country</title>
    <published>2007-12-13T01:31:14Z</published>
    <updated>2007-12-13T01:32:35Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;img src="http://www.gundamofficial.com/worlds/ce/background/images/earthmap_a.gif"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name="cutid1"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;img src="http://www.gundamofficial.com/worlds/ce/background/images/earthmap_b.gif"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://www.gundamofficial.com/worlds/ce/background/images/earthmap_c.gif"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://www.gundamofficial.com/worlds/ce/background/images/spacemap1.gif"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;lol lagrange points&lt;/font&gt;</content>
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    <title>shinnanigans @ 2007-12-03T20:30:00</title>
    <published>2007-12-04T01:31:42Z</published>
    <updated>2007-12-04T01:32:23Z</updated>
    <content type="html">I NEVER HAVE ANY IDEA WHEN I DROP MY CHARACTERS here is a meme, loev Kyou.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Shinn Asuka (&lt;span class='ljuser' lj:user='shinnanigans' style='white-space: nowrap;'&gt;&lt;a href='http://shinnanigans.livejournal.com/profile'&gt;&lt;img src='http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif' alt='[info]' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='http://shinnanigans.livejournal.com/'&gt;&lt;b&gt;shinnanigans&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;): &lt;b&gt;49,192&lt;/b&gt; comments (&lt;b&gt;43.28&lt;/b&gt;%)&lt;br /&gt;Meer Campbell (&lt;span class='ljuser' lj:user='idolies' style='white-space: nowrap;'&gt;&lt;a href='http://idolies.livejournal.com/profile'&gt;&lt;img src='http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif' alt='[info]' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='http://idolies.livejournal.com/'&gt;&lt;b&gt;idolies&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;): &lt;b&gt;19,933&lt;/b&gt; comments (&lt;b&gt;17.54&lt;/b&gt;%)&lt;br /&gt;Biff (&lt;span class='ljuser' lj:user='gospel_truth' style='white-space: nowrap;'&gt;&lt;a href='http://gospel-truth.livejournal.com/profile'&gt;&lt;img src='http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif' alt='[info]' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='http://gospel-truth.livejournal.com/'&gt;&lt;b&gt;gospel_truth&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;): &lt;b&gt;468&lt;/b&gt; comments (&lt;b&gt;0.41&lt;/b&gt;%)&lt;br /&gt;Maya Toomi (&lt;span class='ljuser' lj:user='candidshot' style='white-space: nowrap;'&gt;&lt;a href='http://candidshot.livejournal.com/profile'&gt;&lt;img src='http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif' alt='[info]' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='http://candidshot.livejournal.com/'&gt;&lt;b&gt;candidshot&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;): &lt;b&gt;1,407&lt;/b&gt; comments (&lt;b&gt;1.24&lt;/b&gt;%)&lt;br /&gt;Yuuko Ichihara (&lt;span class='ljuser' lj:user='mme__butterfly' style='white-space: nowrap;'&gt;&lt;a href='http://mme--butterfly.livejournal.com/profile'&gt;&lt;img src='http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif' alt='[info]' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='http://mme--butterfly.livejournal.com/'&gt;&lt;b&gt;mme__butterfly&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;): &lt;b&gt;503&lt;/b&gt; comments (&lt;b&gt;0.44&lt;/b&gt;%)&lt;br /&gt;Rinko Jerad (&lt;span class='ljuser' lj:user='beady_eyed' style='white-space: nowrap;'&gt;&lt;a href='http://beady-eyed.livejournal.com/profile'&gt;&lt;img src='http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif' alt='[info]' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='http://beady-eyed.livejournal.com/'&gt;&lt;b&gt;beady_eyed&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;): &lt;b&gt;3,410&lt;/b&gt; comments (&lt;b&gt;3.00&lt;/b&gt;%)&lt;br /&gt;Padme Amidala (&lt;span class='ljuser' lj:user='softandsmooth' style='white-space: nowrap;'&gt;&lt;a href='http://softandsmooth.livejournal.com/profile'&gt;&lt;img src='http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif' alt='[info]' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='http://softandsmooth.livejournal.com/'&gt;&lt;b&gt;softandsmooth&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;): &lt;b&gt;2,073&lt;/b&gt; comments (&lt;b&gt;1.82&lt;/b&gt;%)&lt;br /&gt;Stellar Loussier (&lt;span class='ljuser' lj:user='extendededition' style='white-space: nowrap;'&gt;&lt;a href='http://extendededition.livejournal.com/profile'&gt;&lt;img src='http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif' alt='[info]' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='http://extendededition.livejournal.com/'&gt;&lt;b&gt;extendededition&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;): &lt;b&gt;2,789&lt;/b&gt; comments (&lt;b&gt;2.45&lt;/b&gt;%)&lt;br /&gt;Tamaki Suoh (&lt;span class='ljuser' lj:user='second_daddy' style='white-space: nowrap;'&gt;&lt;a href='http://second-daddy.livejournal.com/profile'&gt;&lt;img src='http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif' alt='[info]' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='http://second-daddy.livejournal.com/'&gt;&lt;b&gt;second_daddy&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;): &lt;b&gt;12,270&lt;/b&gt; comments (&lt;b&gt;10.80&lt;/b&gt;%)&lt;br /&gt;Rue (&lt;span class='ljuser' lj:user='ifbirdordevil' style='white-space: nowrap;'&gt;&lt;a href='http://ifbirdordevil.livejournal.com/profile'&gt;&lt;img src='http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif' alt='[info]' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='http://ifbirdordevil.livejournal.com/'&gt;&lt;b&gt;ifbirdordevil&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;): &lt;b&gt;4,421&lt;/b&gt; comments (&lt;b&gt;3.89&lt;/b&gt;%)&lt;br /&gt;Luke Skywalker (&lt;span class='ljuser' lj:user='verybadfeelings' style='white-space: nowrap;'&gt;&lt;a href='http://verybadfeelings.livejournal.com/profile'&gt;&lt;img src='http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif' alt='[info]' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='http://verybadfeelings.livejournal.com/'&gt;&lt;b&gt;verybadfeelings&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;): &lt;b&gt;2,340&lt;/b&gt; comments (&lt;b&gt;2.06&lt;/b&gt;%)&lt;br /&gt;Euphemia li Britannia (&lt;span class='ljuser' lj:user='euphiemisms' style='white-space: nowrap;'&gt;&lt;a href='http://euphiemisms.livejournal.com/profile'&gt;&lt;img src='http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif' alt='[info]' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='http://euphiemisms.livejournal.com/'&gt;&lt;b&gt;euphiemisms&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;): &lt;b&gt;12,501&lt;/b&gt; comments (&lt;b&gt;11.00&lt;/b&gt;%)&lt;br /&gt;Ben Skywalker (&lt;span class='ljuser' lj:user='jaded_legacy' style='white-space: nowrap;'&gt;&lt;a href='http://jaded-legacy.livejournal.com/profile'&gt;&lt;img src='http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif' alt='[info]' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='http://jaded-legacy.livejournal.com/'&gt;&lt;b&gt;jaded_legacy&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;): &lt;b&gt;2,355&lt;/b&gt; comments (&lt;b&gt;2.07&lt;/b&gt;%)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Total comment count: &lt;b&gt;113,662&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;No surprises there, except Euphie edging out Tamaki and Ben finally shambling past Luke's comment count.</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shinnanigans:22895</id>
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    <title>shinnanigans @ 2007-11-22T00:44:00</title>
    <published>2007-11-22T05:54:24Z</published>
    <updated>2007-11-22T06:42:09Z</updated>
    <content type="html">LULZ SEED FASHION POST.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name="cutid1"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;img src="http://i6.tinypic.com/836ofvb.jpg"&gt; &lt;img src="http://i1.tinypic.com/8c183sn.jpg"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;EXCUSE THIS EMO PICTURE but yes. Uniform. (The collar is almost never done up properly -- Shinn only fixes it for the chairman. D:)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://i11.tinypic.com/8bt1w21.jpg"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Aaaaaaand ignore poor pic quality; this is the first outfit Shinn shows up in. He loses the hat when Kira kills his family. :(&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://i18.tinypic.com/8ffbbbq.jpg"&gt; &lt;img src="http://i2.tinypic.com/72uambp.jpg"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Episodes one and twenty-one. Patterned leggings wrrrrrry.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://i9.tinypic.com/6uhcg2h.jpg"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Episode... nine? Ten? Eleven? I don't have this &lt;i&gt;all&lt;/i&gt; memorized. FUCK YEAH 1980.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://i9.tinypic.com/8a3xe8k.jpg"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Final Phase outfit. Look carefully at the blue undershirt; it's a skirt on one side. MANLY.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://i6.tinypic.com/86rxtzn.jpg"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Now we're entering the dangerous territory of "crazy stuff only shown in silly promo art."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://i9.tinypic.com/82id8ja.jpg"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;This one is pretty normal.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://i14.tinypic.com/6u7h4l4.jpg"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Getting a little weirder...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://i14.tinypic.com/8fboaxh.jpg"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;wtf is this shit?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://i11.tinypic.com/6xrytjt.jpg"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;... ... ... MORAL OF THE STORY: ZAFT UNIFORMS ARE BETTER THAN YOU ORIGINALLY THOUGHT.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Not shown because I was too lazy to look for it: suit with striped undershirt, three piece suit and tie, Virgo!Shinn, and the damn pilot suit.</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shinnanigans:22617</id>
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    <title>shinnanigans @ 2007-11-14T23:24:00</title>
    <published>2007-11-15T04:27:47Z</published>
    <updated>2007-11-15T04:27:47Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;div style="display:none"&gt;&amp;lt;/form&amp;gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;form target="_top" action="http://www.memegen.net/viewmeme.pl" method="post"&gt;&lt;table style="border: 1px solid; border-color: 000000; border-collapse: collapse; font-size: 10pt; width: 500px;"&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td colspan="2" style="background-color: 1F87B2; color: FFFFFF; text-align: center; font-weight: bold; font-size: 12pt;"&gt;If you could switch crew places for a day. by Cagalli Athha&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td style="background-color:4FA7D2; border: 1px solid black; color: 000000; padding: 2px;"&gt;Name:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style="background-color:FFFFFF; border: 1px solid black; padding: 2px; color: 000000"&gt;&lt;input type="text" name="Name:" value="shinnanigans"&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td style="background-color:4FA7D2; border: 1px solid black; color: 000000; padding: 2px;"&gt;Who will you switch with?:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style="background-color:FFFFFF; border: 1px solid black; padding: 2px; color: 000000"&gt;Raww La Klueze&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td style="background-color:4FA7D2; border: 1px solid black; color: 000000; padding: 2px;"&gt;What will you be?:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style="background-color:FFFFFF; border: 1px solid black; padding: 2px; color: 000000"&gt;An Evil Bastard&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td style="background-color:4FA7D2; border: 1px solid black; color: 000000; padding: 2px;"&gt;For how long?:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style="background-color:FFFFFF; border: 1px solid black; padding: 2px; color: 000000"&gt;3 weeks&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td colspan="2" style="background-color:1F87B2; text-align: center; padding: 4px;"&gt;&lt;input type="submit" value="Fill out your answers and try it on Memegen.net!"&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;input type="hidden" name="meme" value="1074683660"&gt;&lt;/form&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I lol'd.</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shinnanigans:22346</id>
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    <title>lol zetsubou sensei?</title>
    <published>2007-11-01T06:29:46Z</published>
    <updated>2007-11-01T06:29:46Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;a name="cutid1"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;The yaoi fangirl's biggest mistake:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://pics.livejournal.com/shinncest/pic/0004qf9c"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I can't figure out what he's piloting:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://pics.livejournal.com/shinncest/pic/0004p60p"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://pics.livejournal.com/shinncest/pic/0004k849"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://pics.livejournal.com/shinncest/pic/0004hbb4"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://pics.livejournal.com/shinncest/pic/0004gayp"&gt;</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shinnanigans:21709</id>
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    <title>shinnanigans @ 2007-07-11T19:32:00</title>
    <published>2007-07-12T01:36:05Z</published>
    <updated>2007-07-12T01:36:05Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;font size="5"&gt;&lt;b&gt;ATTN BOYS CABIN 10&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;hime yzak xander bart ikkaku kio mikuru satan-kira dee livio&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;We need to do a post together sometime.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Ideally, a post which most of us can be around for either the endings or beginnings or whatever of.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Discuss.</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shinnanigans:20865</id>
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    <title>shinnanigans @ 2007-05-16T10:36:00</title>
    <published>2007-05-16T16:37:42Z</published>
    <updated>2007-05-16T16:37:42Z</updated>
    <content type="html">JESUS FUCK IT'S A PLATINUM GUNDAM&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.geekologie.com/2007/05/gundam_fixed_platinum_is_most.php"&gt;http://www.geekologie.com/2007/05/gundam_fixed_platinum_is_most.php&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;APP GUNDAM COUNSELORS FROM ALL TIMELINES</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shinnanigans:20619</id>
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    <title>Comment Counter.</title>
    <published>2007-04-28T19:02:09Z</published>
    <updated>2007-04-28T19:02:09Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;b&gt;Shinn Asuka &lt;/b&gt; (&lt;span class='ljuser' lj:user='shinnanigans' style='white-space: nowrap;'&gt;&lt;a href='http://shinnanigans.livejournal.com/profile'&gt;&lt;img src='http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif' alt='[info]' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='http://shinnanigans.livejournal.com/'&gt;&lt;b&gt;shinnanigans&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;): 45,564 (47.0%)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Meer Campbell &lt;/b&gt; (&lt;span class='ljuser' lj:user='idolies' style='white-space: nowrap;'&gt;&lt;a href='http://idolies.livejournal.com/profile'&gt;&lt;img src='http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif' alt='[info]' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='http://idolies.livejournal.com/'&gt;&lt;b&gt;idolies&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;): 19,272 (19.9%)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Biff &lt;/b&gt; (&lt;span class='ljuser' lj:user='gospeltruth' style='white-space: nowrap;'&gt;&lt;a href='http://gospeltruth.livejournal.com/profile'&gt;&lt;img src='http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif' alt='[info]' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='http://gospeltruth.livejournal.com/'&gt;&lt;b&gt;gospeltruth&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;): 468 (0.5%)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Maya Toomi &lt;/b&gt; (&lt;span class='ljuser' lj:user='candidshot' style='white-space: nowrap;'&gt;&lt;a href='http://candidshot.livejournal.com/profile'&gt;&lt;img src='http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif' alt='[info]' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='http://candidshot.livejournal.com/'&gt;&lt;b&gt;candidshot&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;): 1,407 (1.5%)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Yuuko Ichihara &lt;/b&gt; (&lt;span class='ljuser' lj:user='mme__butterfly' style='white-space: nowrap;'&gt;&lt;a href='http://mme--butterfly.livejournal.com/profile'&gt;&lt;img src='http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif' alt='[info]' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='http://mme--butterfly.livejournal.com/'&gt;&lt;b&gt;mme__butterfly&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;): 503 (0.5%)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Rinko Jerad &lt;/b&gt; (&lt;span class='ljuser' lj:user='beady_eyed' style='white-space: nowrap;'&gt;&lt;a href='http://beady-eyed.livejournal.com/profile'&gt;&lt;img src='http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif' alt='[info]' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='http://beady-eyed.livejournal.com/'&gt;&lt;b&gt;beady_eyed&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;): 3,410 (3.5%)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Padme Naberrie &lt;/b&gt; (&lt;span class='ljuser' lj:user='softandsmooth' style='white-space: nowrap;'&gt;&lt;a href='http://softandsmooth.livejournal.com/profile'&gt;&lt;img src='http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif' alt='[info]' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='http://softandsmooth.livejournal.com/'&gt;&lt;b&gt;softandsmooth&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;): 2,070 (2.1%)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Stellar Loussier &lt;/b&gt; (&lt;span class='ljuser' lj:user='extendededition' style='white-space: nowrap;'&gt;&lt;a href='http://extendededition.livejournal.com/profile'&gt;&lt;img src='http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif' alt='[info]' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='http://extendededition.livejournal.com/'&gt;&lt;b&gt;extendededition&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;): 2,789 (2.9%)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Tamaki Suoh &lt;/b&gt; (&lt;span class='ljuser' lj:user='second_daddy' style='white-space: nowrap;'&gt;&lt;a href='http://second-daddy.livejournal.com/profile'&gt;&lt;img src='http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif' alt='[info]' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='http://second-daddy.livejournal.com/'&gt;&lt;b&gt;second_daddy&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;): 9,454 (9.8%)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Rue &lt;/b&gt; (&lt;span class='ljuser' lj:user='ifbirdordevil' style='white-space: nowrap;'&gt;&lt;a href='http://ifbirdordevil.livejournal.com/profile'&gt;&lt;img src='http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif' alt='[info]' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='http://ifbirdordevil.livejournal.com/'&gt;&lt;b&gt;ifbirdordevil&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;): 4,393 (4.5%)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Luke Skywalker &lt;/b&gt; (&lt;span class='ljuser' lj:user='verybadfeelings' style='white-space: nowrap;'&gt;&lt;a href='http://verybadfeelings.livejournal.com/profile'&gt;&lt;img src='http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif' alt='[info]' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='http://verybadfeelings.livejournal.com/'&gt;&lt;b&gt;verybadfeelings&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;): 2,337 (2.4%)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Euphemia li Britannia &lt;/b&gt; (&lt;span class='ljuser' lj:user='euphiemisms' style='white-space: nowrap;'&gt;&lt;a href='http://euphiemisms.livejournal.com/profile'&gt;&lt;img src='http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif' alt='[info]' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='http://euphiemisms.livejournal.com/'&gt;&lt;b&gt;euphiemisms&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;): 5,224 (5.4%)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Total Comments:&lt;/b&gt; 96,891.</content>
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    <title>shinnanigans @ 2007-04-26T16:05:00</title>
    <published>2007-04-26T20:06:13Z</published>
    <updated>2007-04-26T20:06:13Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;a name="cutid1"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;lj-embed id="1" /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Modest"?</content>
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    <title>IC: Director Notes/Playercest.</title>
    <published>2007-04-09T02:31:25Z</published>
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    <content type="html">(( OOC: For a copy of the director notes without character comments in and out of them, click &lt;a href="http://home.comcast.net/~emily.rose/00_directornotes.doc"&gt;here&lt;/a&gt;. ))&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name="cutid1"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;b&gt;CAMP&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Occasionally, I worry if this is the appropriate venue. Would it have been a better policy to simply execute all new arrivals, rather than keep them for the alloted time? &lt;i&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;font color="orange"&gt;(Execute?)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt; &lt;i&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;font color="red"&gt;(Don’t worry; if she could’ve, she would’ve already.)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Would a small population have been easier to enforce as well? It would be more simple to properly confine the control groups, if that was the case. &lt;i&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;font color="purple"&gt;(What sort of control groups?)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt; &lt;i&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;font color="blue"&gt;(A group, milady, where I can stay with you, look deeply into your eyes…)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt; &lt;i&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;font color="red"&gt;(Stick to your out-of-control group, dumbass.)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And would I be justified in killing the ones that present resistance, rather than continue to tolerate their unnecessary existence at camp? Their arguments are tedious and repititive. &lt;i&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;font color="red"&gt;(It’s not our fault we’ve been here so long.)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Some of these children are no longer of use to me, but their removal would bring about more complications. I need to keep them busy, somehow, and the continuation of my genetic experiments has been bothering me for some time. &lt;i&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;font color="purple"&gt;(Genetic?)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt; &lt;i&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;font color="red"&gt;(I’ll bet she can’t even mess with DNA.)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt; &lt;i&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;font color="purple"&gt;(Careful; she &lt;i&gt;does&lt;/i&gt; have the purple gorillas.)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The amount of effort is becoming a frustration. Are these children that unable to handle the simplest of tasks? How difficult is it for this generation to think? &lt;i&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;font color="black"&gt;(Perhaps we should be assigned a task.)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt; &lt;i&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;font color="orange"&gt;(You mean… homework?)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt; &lt;i&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;font color="black"&gt;(…)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Perhaps the children could help? Though some part of my shattered morality is sickened by the thought.  &lt;i&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;font color="purple"&gt;(It must be pretty awful, if she doesn’t want to make &lt;i&gt;us&lt;/i&gt; do it.)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt; &lt;i&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;font color="red"&gt;(Yeah, “Perhaps the children could help me eat my way out of a jail made of chocolate.”)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt; &lt;i&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;font color="blue"&gt;(&lt;/i&gt;Aha&lt;i&gt;! My expertise in that area is unparalleled!)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt; &lt;i&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;font color="black"&gt;(A useful talent, I’m sure.)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The rampant homosexuality between the children here is -- disconcerting. I admit to being surprised. Jokingly, my brother suggested that there may be "something in the water," but I am becoming hardpressed to refute that. &lt;i&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;font color="purple"&gt;(But who’s left to press her against a wall if she thinks everyone is gay?)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt; &lt;i&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;font color="orange"&gt;(No one would press anyone against anything if they were gay…)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt; &lt;i&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;font color="blue"&gt;(Goodness. We’ve come to a misunderstanding.)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;No, really. I have come to the conclusion that there is something in the water, because the percentage of homosexuality here is ridiculous. Was this Father's doing? ... could Father have truly been that unstable to bring about such a thing? &lt;i&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;font color="orange"&gt;(Father?)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt; &lt;i&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;font color="red"&gt;(That means – wait, her &lt;i&gt;dad&lt;/i&gt; made the camp?)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt; &lt;i&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;font color="purple"&gt;(The water, at least…)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt; &lt;i&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;font color="red"&gt;(And that means he made the camp! Or was around here, anyways.)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt; &lt;i&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;font color="blue"&gt;(&lt;/i&gt;Aha&lt;i&gt;! Or she imported it all by the bottle.)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt; &lt;i&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;font color="red"&gt;(Why are you still &lt;/i&gt;here&lt;i&gt;?)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The experimentations have been going well, against all reason and doubt. The control groups remain difficult to secure, but the reactions continue to be positive. I believe some of the chemical research will even be finalized by December, 2005. &lt;i&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;font color="purple"&gt;(What happened in December 2005?)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt; &lt;i&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;font color="red"&gt;(Nothing chemical that I remember. Go ask someone.)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt; &lt;i&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;font color="purple"&gt;(&lt;/i&gt;You&lt;i&gt; ask. You were here, too.)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Brother's attempts to comfort me -- I will do him the service of not recording them and his subsequent punishment. It was not because I was worried for their sake, but for Stephan's. Without the research reaching fruition, these eight years will have been a waste. &lt;i&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;font color="orange"&gt;(That’s… who’s sake is it?)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I find myself wanting to drown them. Shuffling them off from this plane of existence would bring me great joy, I think. &lt;i&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;font color="black"&gt;(One presumes she means the animals.)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt; &lt;i&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;font color="red"&gt;(Hey, don’t be so sure about that.)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I can't let these children die. I can't. I can't. Father, there is a way.  &lt;i&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;font color="purple"&gt;(Was he alive for this, or is this like writing to a diary?)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It no longer makes sense to me; there is no child here that fits the description or mental instability of the killer. Was it all a lie? Am I going mad? &lt;i&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;font color="red"&gt;(There are people more unstable than the guys around &lt;/i&gt;here&lt;i&gt;? No wonder she was weirded out enough to build camp.)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;***&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He mentioned this facility would be created a short time from now, but that is impossible.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;In short, my brother now knows that I have stockpiled enough for us to escape the country and live in America. There, I will again resume my research. &lt;i&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;font color="orange"&gt;(Eh? That doesn’t make any sense… If her father had something to do with the water beforehand)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt; &lt;i&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;font color="red"&gt;(Yeah, escaping to your dad’s freak lab isn’t much of an escape.)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Still, I am undeterred. My resolve is absolute -- this facility will be built, whether the government supports it or not.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The only thing left is to reconstruct the facility the murderer described, breed it to fruition, and then find the culprit. It's insane, but with the context in mind, I believe in what I must perform.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;My reasons are even unknown to our investors. I realize that I should feel an amount of guilt in this, but those men deserved to be robbed blind.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The effort from our resource facilities is phenominal, but even with my subsidary businesses, this research establishment remains taxing to maintain. &lt;i&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;font color="black"&gt;(And the question remains whether this research establishment is the same as the camp…)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Am I the reason? Am I the reason behind everything, and this establishment, and his death? &lt;i&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;font color="red"&gt;(Yeah, idiot.)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The government wishes to close the facility down. &lt;i&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;font color="purple"&gt;(Counselors? She did say the government made her have them…)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt; &lt;i&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;font color="red"&gt;(Or something totally different.)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;***&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt;I really must question the logic behind the gorillas. These remnants of Father's insanity continue to harass me daily, three years after the fact. &lt;i&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;font color="red"&gt;(Right, there’s more proof that her dad started this camp research crap.)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt; &lt;i&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;font color="purple"&gt;(I suppose insanity runs in the family.)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;  &lt;br /&gt;The animals are a nuisance, and I find myself wondering more by the day whether it would be pertinent to release them ahead of schedule, for my own sake.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The birds have become unbearable. Gregory has suggested a roast, and despite being my resolution to become vegan, I think that I am very eager to agree. &lt;i&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;font color="black"&gt;(Dreadful. I quite like them.)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;If the research is ever completed, I think I will surprise myself and mourn when I will need authorize the removal of these creatures. Last night, my brother found a pair making a nest inside his shoes using sanitary supplies; thus he took it upon himself to ban tampons from the grounds. &lt;i&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;font color="red"&gt;(I don’t remember that…)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt; &lt;i&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;font color="purple"&gt;(&lt;/i&gt;You&lt;i&gt; wouldn’t.)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Disgusting, loathsome -- this is not science, I cannot stress that enough. These creatures are not human and as such they will never have any impact on the health of true humanity. &lt;i&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;font color="orange"&gt;(She wants to… help people? “Health”?)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Brother's attempts to comfort me -- I will do him the service of not recording them and his subsequent punishment. It was not because I was worried for their sake, but for Stephan's. Without the research reaching fruition, these eight years will have been a waste. &lt;i&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;font color="orange"&gt;(That’s it! She wants to research! For something good…)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt; &lt;i&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;font color="red"&gt;(… you’re new.)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Apparently the undead prefer brains. It was here that Stephan finally proved himself useful, much to his chagrin. &lt;i&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;font color="red"&gt;(HA.)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;STEPHAN&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I will never marry Charles. &lt;i&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;font color="red"&gt;(Me neither.)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt; &lt;i&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;font color="purple"&gt;(You’re not helping.)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt; &lt;i&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;font color="blue"&gt;(But… but what’s wrong with Charles?)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;We had met through my father in an attempt to sooth the the fears of his weak fellows, those who doubted my ability to run the company without the guidance of a man. I wanted to kill him. &lt;i&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;font color="orange"&gt;(… fathers…)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Stephan thinks perusing my journal is hilarious. I believe I may have security remove both him and his family from the manor in revenge, diary.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Stephan has taken it upon himself to woo my very soul through shoddy writing. Today, he passed this note to me during lecture:&lt;br /&gt;Her eyes&lt;br /&gt;HER EYES&lt;br /&gt;they make me think of chicken pies&lt;br /&gt;of mother-made cake&lt;br /&gt;and zombie surprise &lt;i&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;font color="blue"&gt;(… a man after my own heart!)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt; &lt;i&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;font color="black"&gt;(It’s quite clear that he was after hers.)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Stephan has decided that it is much more simple to simply steal classic poetry and use it as a guide for his intent on me.&lt;br /&gt;I love thee, as I love the calm&lt;br /&gt;Of sweet, star-lighted hours!&lt;br /&gt;I love thee, as I love the balm&lt;br /&gt;Of early jes'mine flow'rs.&lt;br /&gt;I love thee, as I love the last&lt;br /&gt;Rich smile of fading day,&lt;br /&gt;Which lingereth, like the look we cast,&lt;br /&gt;On rapture pass'd away.&lt;br /&gt;I love thee as I love the tone&lt;br /&gt;Of some soft-breathing flute&lt;br /&gt;Whose soul is wak'd for me alone,&lt;br /&gt;When all beside is mute.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"My rocket to the moon." Stephan is insane; because I tolerate him, does that make me unstable as well? &lt;i&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;font color="purple"&gt;(I’d rather take a shuttle to the moon.)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt; &lt;i&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;font color="blue"&gt;(Why, when you could &lt;/i&gt;fly me to the moon&lt;i&gt;?)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Dear Diary,&lt;br /&gt;I think I've fallen in love with the twit. &lt;i&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;font color="red"&gt;(Uh-oh.)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I love him, I love him. I hate him, I hate him. If he quotes another terrible horror movie at me, it will be easy to reach a decision.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Will any of the officers be able to understand? I certainly don't. These feelings are ludicrous and unwelcome, diary.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It's degrading, disgusting, disconcerting, and leaves me demanding for more. Juvenile though it is, I will never grow tired of the look on his face when confronted with corderoys.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I think it will take the workers some time to remove the all traces of blood. Tonight, Stephan kissed me. &lt;i&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;font color="orange"&gt;(Blood?)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt; &lt;i&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;font color="purple"&gt;(Whose?)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt; &lt;i&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;font color="red"&gt;(Her father’s.)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt; &lt;i&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;font color="orange"&gt;(That’s – you don’t have any proof…)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt; &lt;i&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;font color="red"&gt;(He’s the only other guy who gets mentioned anywhere near as much as Stephen, and she dislikes his murdering and experiments. And that stuff about the manor later – he’d be in the manor, right?)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt; &lt;i&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;font color="black"&gt;(You’re forgetting Charles.)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;i&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;font color="red"&gt;(If I’m forgetting him, he’s not important to kill, right?)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;i&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;font color="orange"&gt;(I’m not sure it works that way…)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He says he loves me -- he's always said that he loves me -- but more and more I find myself trusting in those words to a powerful extent. Stephan frightens me. &lt;i&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;font color="purple"&gt;(Me too.)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Tonight was EXHILIRATING. It was INCREDIBLE. I have lost all respect for men and the human race in general, but I LOVED EVERY MOMENT OF IT. &lt;i&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;font color="orange"&gt;(How romantic…)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt; &lt;i&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;font color="purple"&gt;(I think we may need to have a talk about romance.)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I dreamed of destroying the empire again last night. Stephan blamed it on "too many cookies," and so I continue to think him mad. &lt;i&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;font color="orange"&gt;(That’s familiar…)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;i&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;font color="purple"&gt;(A business empire?)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt; &lt;i&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;font color="red"&gt;(More about dear old dad, probably.)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I have not been made a victim. Part of me appreciates Stephan's attempts to remove Charles' eyes, but it was unnecessary; Father wished for me to display my business assets, so I did. &lt;i&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;font color="blue"&gt;(B-but not until marriage!)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It's been three days. I've called Father, his sister... if Stephan lost the tickets, I may murder him before the others have the chance. &lt;i&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;font color="black"&gt;(This is it.)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I haven't been sleeping. Finals are approaching at the university and I find myself unable to give a flying damn. Stephan is missing; do they not understand what this means? &lt;i&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;font color="orange"&gt;(A student?)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt; &lt;i&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;font color="blue"&gt;(Stephan is only 23.)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I'm still unsure why I was able to tolerate Stephan, much less be able to consciously admit an attraction to him that went beyond school girl fantasies, not that I continued to experience such daydreams by that age. &lt;i&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;font color="black"&gt;(Pst-tense. After the fact.)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Apparently the undead prefer brains. It was here that Stephan finally proved himself useful, much to his chagrin.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Brother's attempts to comfort me -- I will do him the service of not recording them and his subsequent punishment. It was not because I was worried for their sake, but for Stephan's. Without the research reaching fruition, these eight years will have been a waste.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Do I miss him? Of course I miss him. I can't -- the feeling of being alone is unbearable, these past few months.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The idea that Stephan is still alive is impossible. I saw him -- I saw the blood. I saw the remains. He is not here.&lt;br /&gt;I feel so very stupid for wanting to believe otherwise. &lt;i&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;font color="red"&gt;(For once, it’s probably &lt;/i&gt;not&lt;i&gt; stupid.)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Am I the reason? Am I the reason behind everything, and this establishment, and his death? &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"For thirteen years," I was told, "you drove me to madness." Whether that was the truth will haunt me for years to come. &lt;i&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;font color="black"&gt;(Tragic, really.)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt; &lt;i&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;font color="orange"&gt;(…)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;FAMILY/BUSINESS.&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I really must question the logic behind the gorillas. These remnants of Father's insanity continue to harass me daily, three years after the fact.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;No, really. I have come to the conclusion that there is something in the water, because the percentage of homosexuality here is ridiculous. Was this Father's doing? ... could Father have truly been that unstable to bring about such a thing?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Father advises me to use my fairer sex as an advantage, but if the business world were that simple, Mother would not have had such a difficult time of it. &lt;i&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;font color="blue"&gt;(Sad, that “mother” is always in the past tense…)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt; &lt;i&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;font color="red"&gt;(Dead. Probably.)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;How can he stand it? How is he able to look a man in the eye and go through with it, regardless of the amount of human emotion that he must surely see? Killing is reprehensible, Father. I cannot believe what you have become. &lt;i&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;font color="red"&gt;(See?)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt; &lt;i&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;font color="purple"&gt;(Of course; we’ve all read it a dozen times.)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I have not been made a victim. Part of me appreciates Stephan's attempts to remove Charles' eyes, but it was unnecessary; Father wished for me to display my business assets, so I did.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The manor is burning to the ground and I find myself unable to care. He is dead, and I think Mother would be proud. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I think it will take the workers some time to remove the all traces of blood. Tonight, Stephan kissed me. &lt;i&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;font color="red"&gt;(Why did you even put those together? If it’s burning, they won’t need to get rid of blood.)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt; &lt;i&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;font color="purple"&gt;(Hush, it’s thematic destruction.)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I dreamed of destroying the empire again last night. Stephan blamed it on "too many cookies," and so I continue to think him mad.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The effort from our resource facilities is phenominal, but even with my subsidary businesses, this research establishment remains taxing to maintain.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The debts are rising. I am unsure where to turn. I feel like I am losing my grasp on reality, and am dragging down the others with me. &lt;i&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;font color="red"&gt;(Oh really?)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;My reasons are even unknown to our investors. I realize that I should feel an amount of guilt in this, but those men deserved to be robbed blind.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Will any of the officers be able to understand? I certainly don't. These feelings are ludicrous and unwelcome, diary.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The birds have become unbearable. Gregory has suggested a roast, and despite being my resolution to become vegan, I think that I am very eager to agree.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The rampant homosexuality between the children here is -- disconcerting. I admit to being surprised. Jokingly, my brother suggested that there may be "something in the water," but I am becoming hardpressed to refute that.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;If the research is ever completed, I think I will surprise myself and mourn when I will need authorize the removal of these creatures. Last night, my brother found a pair making a nest inside his shoes using sanitary supplies; thus he took it upon himself to ban tampons from the grounds.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;In short, my brother now knows that I have stockpiled enough for us to escape the country and live in America. There, I will again resume my research.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Brother's attempts to comfort me -- I will do him the service of not recording them and his subsequent punishment. It was not because I was worried for their sake, but for Stephan's. Without the research reaching fruition, these eight years will have been a waste.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I will never marry Charles. &lt;i&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;font color="red"&gt;(Nope, apparently you didn’t. Congrats.)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt; &lt;i&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;font color="purple"&gt;(That’s &lt;/i&gt;not funny&lt;i&gt;.)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;MISC.&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So, so desperately. &lt;i&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;font color="blue"&gt;(Concurred!)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;To imply anything more without further evidence would be underhanded; I cannot allow myself to sink to such a depth. I will continue my studies until I am able to discern a more appropriate reason.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Blood was everywhere. I could not stand it. I will continue not to stand it. Death by disembowelment is only deserved by absolute fiends. &lt;i&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;font color="purple"&gt;(I still say that goes with the bits about Stephen…)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt; &lt;i&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;font color="black"&gt;(Or her father, or someone who he disemboweled. You can’t be sure.)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I think it will take the workers some time to remove the all traces of blood. Tonight, Stephan kissed me. &lt;i&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;font color="red"&gt;(That one again?)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt; &lt;i&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;font color="purple"&gt;(It fits the spirit of miscellany)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strike&gt;He begged the man to slap his ass harder and harder, begging for a release that would not come&lt;/strike&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Dear Diary,&lt;br /&gt;My brother finds it hilarious to steal my notes and make a mockery of them. &lt;i&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;font color="red"&gt;(…)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;i&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;font color="purple"&gt;(…)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;i&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;font color="blue"&gt;(…)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;i&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;font color="black"&gt;(…)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;i&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;font color="orange"&gt;(… but why didn’t he just let the donkey go?)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strike&gt; It was so hot, the feel of the donkey beneath his&lt;/strike&gt; &lt;i&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;font color="orange"&gt;(See, I was right about the donkey!)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Once. It was one time, and it will never happen again. I do not believe murder is a solution. &lt;i&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;font color="red"&gt;(It’s her father–)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt; &lt;i&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;font color="purple"&gt;(We already know that’s your favorite theory!)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Do you believe in miracles, diary? Neither do I.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Tonight was EXHILIRATING. It was INCREDIBLE. I have lost all respect for men and the human race in general, but I LOVED EVERY MOMENT OF IT.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I have decided to hate myself. A valiable solution, I think. &lt;i&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;font color="blue"&gt;(Milady, you should never turn down that dark and dangerous path! It—)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt; &lt;i&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;font color="red"&gt;(Give it a rest; half the camp would agree with her.)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;i&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;font color="purple"&gt;(And, well, the other half is probably new.)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The idea that Stephan is still alive is impossible. I saw him -- I saw the blood. I saw the remains. He is not here.&lt;br /&gt;I feel so very stupid for wanting to believe otherwise. &lt;i&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;&lt;font color="red"&gt;(Yeah. Some mystery.)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;</content>
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    <title>Misc. Amusing Pictures.</title>
    <published>2007-03-10T06:43:06Z</published>
    <updated>2007-03-10T06:43:06Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;a href="http://pics.livejournal.com/crazythorn/pic/0001e0ya/"&gt;Every time I look at this picture, it gets worse.&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"With you always"? "Molesting you with Haros always"? "Athrun is fondling his ball always"?</content>
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    <title>PSA.</title>
    <published>2007-02-25T18:11:49Z</published>
    <updated>2007-02-25T18:11:49Z</updated>
    <content type="html">Please please please please please please please &lt;b&gt;let me know if you're going to bodyswitch into a character from one of my canons&lt;/b&gt; (SEED, Tutu, Ouran, Star Wars). I'm not going to say "no, don't do it!" or anything, but I like having a heads-up so I can know what to expect and can be online for the switch.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Thanks! &amp;hearts</content>
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    <title>Random Tutu Drabble.</title>
    <published>2007-02-21T04:58:15Z</published>
    <updated>2007-02-21T05:24:10Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;i&gt;She became human again in a flash of light, with long, flowing hair the color of a candle’s flame and pale, milky skin with a delicate smattering of warm freckles. Her eyes were wide and crystalline, deeper than the Lake of Despair but with all the joy of a summer’s day, a joy that was echoed in the energy of her tiny frame, ready for anything, ready to live brilliantly, vivaciously. And her name was--&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Fakir,” said Ahiru, “why does it say my name is ‘Mary Sue’?”&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Fakir blushed and threw the draft into furnace. “Let’s try that again.”&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;EDIT&lt;/b&gt; now with supraize tutu drabble meme.</content>
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    <title>shinnanigans @ 2007-02-20T20:27:00</title>
    <published>2007-02-21T01:28:56Z</published>
    <updated>2007-02-21T01:28:56Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;img src="http://pics.livejournal.com/shinncest/pic/0002rc9a"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I think someone forgot that there are girls in this series when they designed the cover for the SEED Club animation.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;In other news, Yzak looks very hungry.</content>
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    <title>Voice Post</title>
    <published>2007-02-18T03:50:13Z</published>
    <updated>2007-02-18T03:50:13Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;lj-phonepost journalid="6982093" dpid="1157"&gt;</content>
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    <title>Voice Post</title>
    <published>2007-02-18T03:42:10Z</published>
    <updated>2007-02-18T03:42:10Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;lj-phonepost journalid="6982093" dpid="923"&gt;</content>
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    <title>Voice Post</title>
    <published>2007-02-18T03:34:19Z</published>
    <updated>2007-02-18T03:34:19Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;lj-phonepost journalid="6982093" dpid="748"&gt;</content>
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    <title>shinnanigans @ 2007-01-25T22:40:00</title>
    <published>2007-01-26T03:43:38Z</published>
    <updated>2007-01-26T03:43:38Z</updated>
    <content type="html">This is, I suppose, old silliness. However, I can't help but bring it back to life now that &lt;a href="http://gallery.minitokyo.net/view/276810/"&gt;MiniTokyo&lt;/a&gt; has slapped up a nice scan.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://pics.livejournal.com/shinncest/pic/0002q1x7"&gt;Gundam SEED Destiny Cell-DX: Yes, Virginia, There Is A Crab Taking Off Cagalli's Bikini.&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Linking because, inevitably, I'll want to show this to someone and point and laugh and cry.</content>
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